Imposter Syndrome 2021

Having imposter syndrome does bad things to you. It’s really weird to think back in the beginning of 2020.

I had intentions of rocking hard in my business.

Instead, I hit rock bottom.

Shitty on my end. I only focused on worry and hated it when other freelancers asked me “How’s business?”

I pretended to smile. I pretended to love my work.

Bad feeling for a freelancer.

But after some digging around, journaling, crying, and walking I realized that running towards something.

Something that killed my freelance mojo.

Every time I let worry flood my body I opened up my phone and went to Instagram.

Ahhhhh… the sexy booty pics. The humor. The other freelancers crushing it.

The pixel serial killer.

Pixels chased my mind all day!

Doing it on demand. Killer way to depressed thoughts and drunk on imposter syndrome.

The truth is I had to let go.

I had to stop the worship of other people and things.

I had to get real with myself.

I cried more.

Instagram deleted!

Facebook deactivated!

This led to many thoughts (packets of energy) of how great my life is.

I have food, water, clothes and warmth.

Keeps my human heart beating.

And that spurted new energy.

Which led to my business energy.

Which led to doing more in my business.

I switch my focus from fake to truth and faith.

The feelings of positive energy make a BIG difference in income and peace.

Bring yourself back up and know that you arent alone in this journey.

ALL FREELANCERS HAVE HAD AND STILL GET DARK TIMES.

Do not let go of your purpose.

I love to chat about it all the time. If you have imposter syndrome, and want to chat about it, please reach out.

I love helping other freelancers. It helps me too.